3 ladies in a house

Y 3 ladies, because i dont really treat jay as a guy literally, haha :D
I've been staying with this sissy since i started my uni, and we basically talked about everything, and he always appear to be more wisdom then me, y ar??

I was complaining about my marks for this semester, it was all very bad and i am very very unhappy with it. I told jay i actually realise i learn alot in this semester, which if i never joined uni, i wouldn't have the change to exposed with those stuff (those stuff = very scientific and very not me stuff). then i complained why my assingment mark makes me feel like i never learn anything from uni when i think i did ??

He then wisdomly tell me (by touching his long moustache at the same time) says that's why there is such thing as technical school, where people prove their ability to the world by not using word, but action !!! (FUYOOHHHH)

Then even before that i told him i really like psychology, but i am exhausted, and i am not happy learning it, and i sometimes have to 'force' myself 'liking' it because i chose this path at the beginning :( I know i will be happy but why i am not that happy.

He then tell me had i seen any student who admitted really happy during their school life (exception for those school leavers who says they enjoy school life). Most people tend to say they enjoy school life after they leave the school, which was useless. But which student will really really enjoy uni life like they thought when they were in high school ?? Why ar ? do we blame education? because we become a slave for the marks instead of 'enjoy learning'? or do we blame ourself for not being motivated and not learning to appreciate our 'present' life?

i think what i learn in this sem was fascinating, considering me not science background student, i started to like to know more about my brain. But my marks make me feel like i did not do my best when i did.

when planning for a new strategy was important, i think the toughest is reviewing your old strategy and buil your new one to reach your goal was hardest, because i have been doing constantly, and i am still wondering WTF i am doing with my school.

p/s: i am very pissed with UWA lecture, seriously, i paid you and i word so hard earning credit and join this Uni, but then i realise the lecture themself is not doing their best to help the student, which was disspointed and understand why UWA could not climbed up to top50 in the world rank.
p/p/s: and UWA was once in the top60 now were only 84th. It was one of a best MED AND LAW school in OZ, and they had a nobel prize, seriously ???
p/p/p/s:i know my title was inconsisten with my content, FML :D

fag my life

walao, still viewing blogshops when i should study for my final~~
the thing is i don't like asian blogshops (mostly, not all)
because they take the picture from others (i.e. from china's manufacture), and the quality is not guaranteed, then you have to know you will not wear it as nice as the model
I came through few ang moh's blogshop i really like, i will constantly update this post from time to time(because i duno where to keep the url, in case next time when i got money i will buy from them, i will refer this post) GEEZ:

www.modcloth.com

:D

http://www.polyvore.com/

basically everything of everything of everything of everthing........................

http://www.shoptnastygal.com/

reasonable price with clothe you can't get at local store

http://www.victoriasecret.com/

price was ok but stock moves super fast, so konpem must act fast lor. Suggest to buy with few friends to save shipping cost

http://www.garypeppervintage.com/

again, price was quite good, the shop is on ebay, trust me, alot of bidder bidding for it. the bad thing was even the price was ok, it turns out too many bidder that makes the price slighly pricey lo...... try your luck though

p/s* my definition for 'ok price' is not more than 70aud/USD, which is around RM210. For me this price is okay if the dress is unique, but maybe consider quite expensive for local malaysian.

p/p/s* Jay is moving back with ME, i am so happy with his back, because he will pay me high rent, meaning i can shop online after exam ~~~~ YAY !!!

picture-less post

See, no picture again. I just finish my super fagging big 2500word lab report that is worth 60%.... so happyy...but tomorrow is stats test. With this 60%, i think i did my best, hopefully can get high high lar .... one more thing i realize i din't put scatterplot in there, is that serious??

It takes up to 17 pages to print out, first time write so long one. And, i can say bye bye to EEG dy..wait, presentation on wednesday, SHIT !!

ooh, i am partially free on wednesay 12 !! so happy, but all my friends is not free till thursday, i can't wait to relax for few days until saturday must do revision for final.

Walao-eh, super stress, but i think i learn alot in this semester loh !!!

ok, back to memorizing stats now !!

feeling Blair

everyone knows how much i love SERENA alot more than blair.... But recently, i am feeling really Blair

Today, i am super upset, i couldn't do my work properly, because first time in my uni life, i fail my essay, LUCKILY，its a second year paper, not third year paper. But, i am still very upset.

i am not sure if loving gossip girl consider as shallow, i am still loving it. OK, the fact that i am feeling Blair is because not getting good marks of me is just like how blair not getting into yale. It's sooo................dissapointing, and feel so dark about my future. but after u look back of what you did, maybe it is just not that bad, u are still going to have a good life.

Also, i love headband, i think i might not wear headband nicely like how blair wears, but i am still going to buy a lot of (cheap) headbands. I am not sure, am i too childish like blair? thinking headband is like a tiara, but i feel good having the 'tiara' with me. Since i am really poor right now, i realise if i go straight to the 'discounted corner' in sportsgirl, i will spot pretty good stuff with great deal instead of going to the 'new arrival section'. Because i bought myself a lace hairband and a flower brooch for 7aud today GASP. :D

If intelligence is not about studying, i think i want to become a seamstress. SERIOUSLY

I am young

I think i have very serious princess syndrome ... i got gong zhu bing dy.....
I went to allanah hill feeling very high !!!!!

Now .... i promise myself, before i am 30, i want to as many nice dresses as i possibly can, because i am young ......

nothing dy ...... i am boring with this blog skin dy ... someone wants to help me not ?

G.L.A.M.A.R.O.U.S

I am not sure why i am even blogging when i am struggling with my bloody psychology report

I think everyone day dream.....don't tell me you don't, k ??

I always hope i am in one of those in gossip girl, i know it sounds childish and shallow for a soon to be 21 lady like me ......... even sometimes i feel stewpid bout it. (because after all, i still look in my purse)

Because i have this supa unique characteristic of thinking to become the upper class family. anyone, or any random person i saw who has this kind of characteristic, i will definitely keep staring them, and thinking how good if i can be like them. BUT, recently, i realise there were two kinds of people that i f***ing hate in the upper class.

1) SHE IS RICH, TALL, AND BASICALLY FIT IN ANY CLOTHES THAT I'VE BEEN CRAWLING and buying them seems supa easy. I mean, hello ????? how can u be so perfect ??? Because i understand that even sometimes i am rich, i can't fit in all the designer clothes because they are for super-model. And this kind of people, they basically FIT IN 99.99999% OF IT, the 0.00000001% cannot fit just because the clothes run out of sizes. And the fact is that, this young lady i am talking, she is my friend. She doesn't need to try on the clothes one leh !!!!!

'there're no clothes she can't fit, there'r only clothes she doesn't want'

2) second is even more d*l*n than the first one. She is fat and rich, and she can't fit in any clothes, but she seems to have them all. And you know you can look 10000000 times better than her, but after all, you don't really want to compare with her lar........ waste time only.

i talked about this with my friend the other day, she say this kind of person is a 'tragic' - everyone knows she is fugly.

There're no clothes she can fit, only clothes she want

That's it !!!!

let's face the fact, ok?

This entry is specially dedicate to sherilynn, who has the same problem like me.... all the time...

Although i don't like to think myself as a fat and try to keep positive about how i look, there is still circumstances where i'm still fat in some way. In another word, i'm not that kind of girl who will be considered as SKINNY. Though there're some 'nice' people around me saying i'm not fat....still, shut up bitch, i am not fat, but i am not skinny.

To keep a skinny yet healthy body is not easy, it's lotsa shitty talk. And when i mean shitty, it is really SHITTY, K? I realise no matter how much i try to control my food, i am still feeling heavy with my body, y? Because there's alot of shits in there. Even i only eat 1 meal p/day for 2 weeks and i din't shit for 2 weeks, the shit is still in my body. Therefore, learning how to shit is freaking important. One of the best way i tried is to eat banana and drink milk in the morning. It works on me :D Banana is a food with high calory, don't eat it at night but early morning when you just wake up. somore banana&milk give you this 'i'm full feeling'. So if you are like me: uni classes doesnt start early and wake up around 10 or 11, milk and banana for breakfast so that you can skip your heavy lunch. Sometimes i have cereal too in case i have all my classes straight for 5-6 hours. And these foods help you to concentrate in your class. (seriously!!!!) I'm pretty sure you can shit smoothly with this way.

Apetite !! you have a big apetite like me? Every time when i go back from m'sia to perth, i couldnt finish half the plate of food in perth. Y? because m'sia food amount damn small and i'm used to it dy, where my apetite is really small. But after 3-4 weeks in perth then only i use to the amount in perth, WHICH IS NOT GOOD, because i stretch my apetite !!!!! Therefore, learn to control the amount you eat, when you think you can have another plate of rice, stop it !!! rememeber SKINNY BITCH KNOWS WHEN TO STOP. By keeping your apetite small you can eat less and still feeling full and then you will stop eating too much.

SUPPER ?? in m'sia, i know mamak's food nice and therefore supper becomes a ritual. In perth, no mamaks, but winter makes you super easy to hungry. How?? one of the best way i find is to eat super nice vege. Recognise which vegie you like (i love bak choy and lettuce and broccoli in perth) and store them in your fridge, when you feel like having supper, take this to boil with water (don't fry or cook with oil). You obviously have to get the vegies you like lor, if not you will feel tortured with these, k? Try not to eat fruits because fruits have very high sugar level and not easy to digest at night. Vegie are not, they are healthy and nice. You can add small amount of salt/soy if you want in case too tasteless. In my case, i don't because i love the original smell. With this methold, my fried said she hate it, because she get boring with it lor. But i reckon it depends ............

Sports ?? You know how from time to time, people will say this sport is good, because it is @$%^*%^*& and that is very good for ladies because it helps !@$^^*&( and don't do that because it is #$&^(&*#^@%. Trust me, do your favourite sports, don care them lar. There's no sport in this world that is unhealthy. Doing your favourite sport makes you want to do it again and again rather than feeling tortured. Seriously.....i hate swimming but i have so many swimmers in perth, but i still never swim. Give yourself excuse to have more physical activities I.E. walk stairs when you can use escalator, stand when you can sit, walk more when you can drive, walk even more when you can walk short cut. Thats what i do in perth, i never want to get a car because i've a chance to walk. But the thing is m'sia weather is too hot and sweaty :( But learn to use stairs more often, k?

KONONYA .... keeping healthy lifestyle.... too hard for me.... as my life is always v messy. But learn to do your best to keep your dining time consistent.

Afterall, i should say slimming down to your ideal weight is not hard, simply eat less and exercise more. But keep your weight consistent at all time is hard, that's about commitment already.

Enjoy dieting, not tortured yourself lor. I don like how people say 'only eat vege without oil for 2 weeks can slim down 8kg leh' SHUT UP LAR, bitch !!! i will sometimes award myself with slightly fatty food (like pizza) around 2-3 times a month but still keep the amount less. Eat more meal with small amount but don eat one meal with big amount.

PS : everyone has their own way to diet happily, you should try them but if you find not v effective or you don't like it, don't do it. It takes time to get the method that you like. My friend thought some of my method sucks and vice versa for me.

Below are one of my best friends method on shitting (some of the stuff is in aussie only..)

亲自传授快乐清肠减肥法（Ronny自创！） 2010-03-12 23:04 (分类:默认分类)
最近看到好多关于什么清理宿便的恶心巴拉的文章，我来谈谈实践的结果。。。

首先是一个所谓的地瓜清肠餐，地瓜的确是好东西，又好吃。。于是我很13点的去买了很多地瓜。。。按照指示吃了一天，亲娘来，那个感觉哦，一肚子的地瓜，感觉人也变成地瓜了，看到地瓜就恶心，问道味道就想吐了--0 后来实在吃不去了。便便倒是没有（*&￥%##（（……+~ 到了晚上悲剧发生了，我的肉瘾犯了，满脑子都是鸡。。。眼镜都绿了。。这个感觉太恶心了--0 大家别试了。。。

然后呢是所谓的喝水清肠法。。。我试了一下下。。后果非常悲剧！那个该死的人想出来的！我靠！喷的我到处都是。。。早上起来喝水时我的习惯，本以为多喝点没事的，后来喝下去那个难过啊，貌似还有气也被我喝下去了，然后就一不小心喷了--0 喷的到处都是。。。我diu！鼻子都喷。。（额。。。文雅文雅。。。）该死的！别试。。。如果你想学杰尼龟可以试试看。。。。

最后呢~就是我觉得最好的清肠法了。。。按照我的调查，虽然不是所有人都适用，但是应该是70%的人都没有问题的。。。之前呢~随便吃什么，也不用太清淡。。。然后呢和一些朋友呢快乐的聊天，然后买一种很好喝的饮料。。。。。。。冰咖啡。。。澳洲的同志们这里看啦！！！买“Chill“~ 最好是iced coffee，mocha也ok~. 记得要冰的哦~ 然后呢~就一边聊天一边喝吧~记得要喝够量，最好500ml~ 其实没有多少的，因为很好喝啊~喝啊喝啊就喝掉了~ 接下来呢，就快乐的聊天吧，不要去想它。。。过一会会儿。。。你就！@#￥%……）——&%#@了。。。保证厕所跑死。。。曾经我和TOM小兄弟跑了一天的厕所，而且是大约15分钟一次~ 而且屡试不爽。。。（我现在都不敢碰那个饮料的--0)

当然呢，你一天到晚喝的话，肠子就有抵抗性了，而且会造成juhuacan...不要一天到晚喝。欢迎大家踊跃尝试~然后交流经验哈哈！=)


By the way, this post is written when i am suppose to do my assignment, but i think this is one of the 'assignment' where i should give priority to.... SO, GOOD LUCK. and i don fucking check my grammatical error lor because i want to do my assignment liao, buh bye

ZELOUS, CONPERM ISH ZELOUS

Hi, i am not sure if everyone is having this issue, but..... i do have the love/hate relationship with the popular girl around me. I am not the popular girl around my friend and i think my friend consider me as
'the sampat girl next door'
But seriously, not being popular make me zelous at people all.... the time.

The - cindy - girl

She is typically the girl that everyone loves and says she is kind and nice. I might not have the opportunity to interact with her, but if she saw me she will come and talk to me at the first place. I mean, helloooo~~ she TALKED TO ME AT THE FIRST PLACE ???
And then at this situation i become the bad person already lor, because she already taken the first move mar. FML
She has nice long hair, very classic/neat face features and always look neat and classy. Moreover, she is high in both EQ and IQ , kids and ah gong ah ma just love her. WTF ???

p/s: i always think this kind of people damn hypocrite, because she always speak so nicely and damn positive to everything (i.e. taiwan model Lin Chi-ling) .

The-Regina-Girl
Her name is normally Regina, Gergina, Serena, Cheena, Shauna, Banana, Dimana, Nana, Disana, etc.
And i hate them, because she seems to have the perfect curl in her hair, the Jimmy choo i love, the Armani biker's jacket with Ralph Lauren jeans and the perfect necklace. Although at some occasion she still take that fugly LV, i still zelous her, because she just OWN it.She might ignores me, but i will keep staring at her and observe everything she has......
Everytime i saw her, 'GLARMOUROUS' by Fergie just pop out in my head.....

I mean, WAKE UP, though i dislike LV & GUCCI a lot, but i just know i couldn't afford, and if i own it (though it's fugly), people will just look at me like REGINA.


Overall, if either of them appear in some place, people will just whisper things like:

"Noh ~~ she is that REGINA/CINDY lor, from _____, her father is (datuk/ceo) _____''
"OOOH, she is the one you told me last time one, i remember my friend ____ knew her and she told me she was very ______ last time one leh "

Does this conversation looks familiar to you ??

p/p/s: I just couldn't find a picture of me describing how the-Cindy-girl and the-Regina-girl feels like. I couldn't pose like how they did, that explains why i am just not the popular girl in school.....or everywhere else.

恭喜恭喜

so happy, it's CNYThe precious pot in my house. I thought it is almost impossible to get this pot, but my mum says it is still everywhere.

My calligraphy, I am so proud of it lor. But obviously more practice lo.
The ugliest 黄梨饼 （pineapple cookies ??) i ever seen lor. The courage of giving it as a gift to someone else is soooooo .... COURAGEOUS ??

BTW, the next Michael Jackson, and he is ASIAN !!!

The fact is....

三毛说: 某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪”。如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情，是本身的幼稚。

莎士比亚说: 再好的东西都有失去的一天。再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。再爱的人，也有远走的一天。再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。该放弃的决不挽留。该珍惜的决 不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过

三毛说: 一个朋友很好，两个朋友就多了一点，三个朋友就未免太多了。知音，能有一个已经很好了，不必太多，如果实在没有，还有自己，好好对待自己，跟自 己相处，也是一个朋友...

亦舒说: 无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

张小娴说:寂寞的人，感冒会拖得特别的久，因为她自己也不想痊愈

刘心武说: 不要指望，麻雀会飞得很高。高处的天空，那是鹰的领地。麻雀如果摆正了自己的位置，它照样会过得很幸福！

张小娴说：不要在爱情结束后，把那个你曾经爱过的人到处指责，将TA说的一无是处。没必要的，既然留不住心，不如留下那份感情的纯洁度，蒙了尘，也就减损 了回忆的价值。

and

自己选择的路，跪着也要走完——2010年送给自己的30句话！

1.做 一个爱笑的女孩子。
2.看穿但不说穿。很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。
3.高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就假装什 么也没发生。
4.在不违背原则的情况下 对别人要宽容 能帮就帮 千万不要把人逼绝了 给人留条后路。
5.快乐最重要，谁人、何物、何事 使你快乐，你就同他们在一起。何物让你不快乐，你就离开他。没有条件，创造条件也要离开他。

6.不要老在别人面 前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱。
7.学会用心的经营自己。
8.不要把时间浪费在上网和看偶像剧上。
9.一定要做个有教养的女人。
10. 要漂亮，更要有气质。

11.一次只爱一个人，选一个单身的人，值得爱的人。
12.因为爱过，所以慈悲； 因为懂得，所以宽容。
13.自己选择的路，跪着也 要走完。
14.善忘是一件好事。
15.没有十全十美的东西，没有十全十美的人，关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的，肯定会失去另外一部 分。如果什么都想要，只会什么都得不到。

16.懂得从内心欣赏别人，虽然这很多时候很难。
17.两个人 同时犯了错，站出来承担的那一方叫宽容，另一方欠下的债，早晚都要还。
18.学会妥协的同时，也要坚持自己最基本的原则
19.自己不喜欢 的人，可以报之以沉默微笑；自己喜欢的人，那就随便怎么样了，因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。
20.对自己好一点，心情不好的时候，什么都 别考虑，去吃自己爱吃的吧。

21.维持自己觉得可靠的社交圈子并且扩展之。
22.不要停止学习。不管学 习什么，语言，厨艺，各种技能。
23.钱很重要，但不能依靠男人或父母，自己一定要保持一定的赚钱的能力。
24.不要太高估自己在集体中 的力量，因为当你选择离开时，就会发现即使没有你，太阳照常升起。
25.过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下。

26. 即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑……。
27.不管做了什么选择，都不要后悔，因为后悔也于事无补。
28.不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。
29. 不要轻易许下承诺，做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。
30.不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时候，我们仅仅是喜欢，达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点 暴露出来以后，很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了。