Ahah !!

Nothing too informative, you could actually skip reading this post if you want. 

Was picking outfit for my upcoming 'social events' that makes me really excited despite being really late now. And yes, at last I sound like a normal human that I actually went out. Well, I did most of the time but just that nothing too happening like famous bloggers who got invited to the hottest party in town, I was known for being humble (cheh) 

The point is I do have 3 birthday parties coming up and I'm really excited that I could actually start to glam myself up a bit and dress up :D excited isn't it ?? 

Gees, wait for my post for those birthdays and I hope I could really take a lot of pictures to tell you I am actually a human with friends and fame. (given the fact that I was invited to birthday parties) 

P/S: wanted to take some pictures but realized my laptop webcam sucks and I don't want to ugly pictures and captioned " I look so ugly ". I only take pictures when I am really awesome, Kay ?? 

 (old pic, but posted it just so you remember how I looked) 

If you want to know me...

Well, just 'if', although I know most of you wouldn't. Haven't blogged for ages and was thinking to basically close the blog but realize my sister's work on designing my blog. 

Already half way to my one week break which I practically did nothing except procrastinating by sitting on the couch. 

So, 10 things you want to know me if you want to know me, and they are quite secret in some way

10. I don't know how to put on make up. I am 21 now but I've never put on eyeliner before, not by myself nor any make up artist. I don't know why, I just don't click with all the make up stuff and .... I don't know lah .... 

9. I have sleeping disorder. I admit it's very common now, but it's not only I can't sleep, I actually cried with lotsa tears when I can't sleep, and to the extend that I want to shower myself. It turned out better for this year but I think I mess up my sleeping time this few days which sucks in some way. 

8. I like girls, like hot girls 

7. I like vintage, but I don't have anything vintage in my wardrobe. 

6. I like pink but I don't wear pink. My outfits are mostly strap, checked, and black

5. Chanel is practically my favourite designer brand but I would choose Bali over Chanel when I can't choose both

4. I don't play computer games very often, actually prefer board games

3. I don't do clubbing although I am very outgoing. I hate clubbing, I hate crowded place

2. I like to show off to people who likes to show off (Damn shallow). I don't like to lose to someone which I think he/she was not any better from me (have to start changing) 

1. I don't like diamond, and I swear I will never wear any diamond in my entire life. And I wouldn't wear any animal fur too. (ask me why so I will have someone to flood my comment and fake a popularity) 

No.6

This post is dedicated to the previous post where I left no.6 behind. Now I know what to put it in No.6. It is ENVIRONMENT !!! 

As most of us just survived 2010 (or at least you, who is reading this), I hope I can survive for 2011,2012,2013, etc. 

For once, just stop using plastic bag, drive less, off the switch, and take the effortless and basic action where the kids could do better than you. Either you believe or not, my trip to China make me realize the Chinese actually had more environment conscious compare to Malaysian. (Which surprised me because Chinese is kind of famous with it's poor .... well....personality) 

 Most of the places I visited charge for the plastic bag. Where Malaysia just started today (at least from what I read from The Star - Thanks to Lim Guan Eng. p/s: While the plastic maker is very unhappy with this proposal.) 

10 things a woman needs to invest on 2011

Hello,
my blog, I am back from China. I don't feel like blogging anything in China. Not because it's not good, but because it's too good and there are too many that I can blog about.

 To date, China is probably not everyone's favorite place to tour compare to Japan, Korean or Europe countries. But to me, the trip is beyond awesomeness. I admit there are some stuff that I hated, but most of the time I really enjoy staying in China. Will blog about those stuff soon.

Okie... nuff said !!!

No. 10.

Bag

I am a super dull and boring person. So every time I buy something, I want to make sure it's something I will use any day, anytime, any where, and I will make sure I will use until the last bit of it. I am not an impulse buyer, I don't buy things that I will regret or things that goes with the trend. Timeless, classic item will always be my first choice. I personally favor Chanel a lot, but I think it takes a big courage for me to buy one as the ugly truth behind all these designer bags are animal abuse, etc.

A good bag doesn't mean it has to be the 'it' bag in the magazine. I have got a 20 dollar canvas bag that I use it everywhere and every time for more than 2 years, and I am still using it !! I haven't found the 'it' bag in my life, but with current bags that I owned, I am pretty sure I don't have to buy any handbags for the following 4-5 years.

no. 9

Shoe

You know, the Manolo Blahnik, Jimmy Choo, Christian Louboutin, etc. are all the shoeholic favorite. Sometimes trying all the shoes are so annoying, because each one looks just perfect for everything in your wardrobe. It was almost impossible to own just one heels to match everything, you need more than one to be a bit stylish and not too boring. But then remember how much all these shoe hurt you.

Owh, probably at this stage you will say like, it doesn't matter how much this shoes hurt me, I just have to get that, because it looks so sexy. Honestly, I am the one in million who doesn't mind to get a comfy but ugly shoe over the sexy high heels. My mum would get me something really expensive dull comfy mustard shoe and I totally love it.

I don't want to talk about this too long, because most people out there who are willing to sacrifice their health for the outer beauty, with most advice I gave are pretty pointless to them. As the old saying: you would take your health to exchange everything when you are young, and exchange everything for health when you are old. 

So I reckon, it's up to you to make the decision then.

no.8

Knowledge

To make it easy, knowledge spells b-o-o-k. If you could afford to dress yourself nicely outside, ask if you would also dress yourself nicely inside. And yes, buying books is definitely not cheap. I love kinokuniya in KLCC so much, but buying the awesome books there is just way too expensive

So, read more newspaper and read online. Never stop reading like you will never stop dressing

no.7

Sports

Any sports will do. Whether you do it for your own health, or do it for fun, or do it for fitting in the size 6 dress, never stop doing it, and never stop trying to do new sport. I cannot find the cons for doing sports, so why not? Yoga is my all time favourite, but pole dancing is beyond awesomness. If I've got extra time, will definitely do pilates in the near future.

no.5

Food

Can anyone say no to awesome and healthy food? But then, controlling food intake is also extremely important. I am always the home-girls, who prefer to eat mummy's food over restaurant food. So if you  are not like me, start to do cooking, and then to control your own intake as you like. But one small tips is when you know you are eating junk food this meal, eat healthy or less for next meal to keep a good balance. There are a lot more advices and tips everywhere, and it is important to find your own eating style.

no.4

your heart

This is so general.....=.= I will try to make it into words. One thing I hate coming back to Malaysia, is that people tend to keep things to themselve and people doesn't like to share. The best example is during driving, why is that so hard to just let people cross your road. For once, start to train yourself to be a bit generous, and being generous doesn't take any effort

no.3

The poor

It's a very straightforward thing, but not much people will take the action. At 2011, we should really start to shop-smart, buy things that you need, not what you want, and share it to those who needs it more than you. At my age, it is probably not the best idea to donate money from some random foundation, but I would say the easiest way is to donate away your clothes for those who needs it more than you.

no.2

Friendship

Killing a friendship takes a day, building a friendship takes forever. The easiest way to kill your friendship is not to contact your friend after leaving your school life. Trust me, I can see you nodding your head now. I had less friend each year I come back Malaysia, everyone is working, studying, busying. The best time is like only during CNY.

As much as I know, most people did not contact their old friend because everyone seems to have new life and thought they will be running out of topic with the old ones, which I admit it kinds of happen to me. But at the mean time, I am also trying my best the save the precious friendship I had.

no.1

your family

No idea how to put things into word....you know what you should do.

p/s: If you see, I am missing out no.6.......Tell me what should be in no.6

Thanksgiving Post

I wanted to write something like this at the end of this year, but I thought today is Thanksgiving, and I kind of lack of topic to write.

I mean it's pretty obvious on what I am going to write - how thankful I am.

According The Secret, being thankful/grateful integrates positive mood and therefore positive outcome. That's why every time when I am not happy, I will always think how lucky and how blessed I am.

But then basically I am grateful for everything that's too long to mention, but I will still write out as much as I can.

• You, if you are taking your time to read this, I am really grateful. I mean the blogshpere is getting bigger, and a nobody like me is somehow a somebody to you. Because most of the time, I thought my sis and I are the only one who read the blog. A BIG thank you 

• 3 ouf of 5 of my friends had family problem (financial, affair, internal argument, etc.) I am not particularly happy for their ugly story, but that makes me understand how awesome my family could be. 

• Going to UWA. Gosh, I just don't want to mention how hard I've been working before and during my days in UWA. It was an awesome uni, it is not entirely perfect, but I really enjoy my days.

Especially the study group gang who went through the happy and somehow....hard time too. Beside, compare to my local friends, I am the really really lucky one whose parents do not mind spending a fortune on my education. I mean if you know what I mean, it's not that easy to have friends in uni especially not your own hometown. And this bunch of guys, are like super awesome or what !!! 

• I am so healthy. I have slight low blood pressure, but so far I haven't been experiencing any inconvenient problem. Also, I can walk pretty long without feeling tired and that's why I am not afraid to travel somewhere new and unfamiliar. Thanks guan yin for a short and walkable leg too !!

• Facing death. I know it's weird that I mentioned in here, but having people around me passed away makes me appreciate my life more and realized how useless are all the material stuff. Because when it comes to the matter of life or death, money is nothing at all. 
• Big eye and long dark hair. Ok, FYI, my hair is pure virgin, it's a baby hair, it's my most important asset amongst all my body parts. I always thank myself for take caring my hair so well (and my hair is very happy of having a nice owner like me). Second, my eye, I did nothing on that, it's my mum's eye, so I should thank her for that. 

• Oh, one more, pole dancing. It's a good opportunity to learn another form of dance which surprised me so much. And I don't want to post a picture on that, will do that later :D 
• Everything and everyone in my life.

 P/S: something from Audrey Hepburn 

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.  

For a slim figure, share your foodwith the hungry.  

For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.  

For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.  

People, even more than things, have to be restored, revived, reclaimed  

and redeemed; never throw out anyone.   

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you'll find them at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands,  one for helping yourself, the other for helping others. 

P/P/S: It's already 1.31am when I finished this post, so it's basically not thanksgiving already. But I think thanksgiving should be an everyday thing, right? 

I am so .... late

I think I am so far behind then my local friends at Malaysia. When most of them already start earning their own money, going for oversea trip, buying their own car, I am still stuck here....like a loser

So....Random

10 things I just want to write out

1. I really hate the feeling of nothing to do after exam, I must feel occupied, therefore I tried to engage myself in looking forward returning to Malaysia and going to China.
2. We need to be poor in order to be rich, we need to miss something in order to get something.
3. A house, need to a bit messy to be warm
4. A kitchen, need to be a bit oily and disgusting, to be fulfilled. I feel happy cleaning up the kitchen, meaning I did cooking throughout the semester
5. We need to leave a place, in order to know how meaningful is the previous place, to appreciate, to love, and to miss. 
6. The end of something, is always, is always, the beginning of something
7. Always look at others' flaws, and be proud of yourself, and be happy; Always learn from others, to know how much you flawed. 
8. It's the end of the year already, everything pass so fast, gosh 
9. hmmmm...
10. I think that's it 

EMO

So you know how there're the share articles running around facebook with the title 'I am pretending to be strong, I am actually week', 'I am so tired for acting strong', etc... And yes, today's post is going to be something like that.

It is nearly impossible to keep oneself happy for 24/7. According to 'The secret', everytime when one is in the 'blue' mood, the best way is to start thinking positive thought to generate happier feeling. But it is always really hard to be happy when everything around goes so fucking wrong, everytime when happiness is near, something bad will happen. No, I am not trying complain about how messy is my life.

The hardest in the world is believing myself. Thinking I am able to do really good when evidence showed nothing. And then you keep falling and falling again, where failure seems endless. So when negative events 'outshines' the positive. So even the positive events looks so tiny, and 'doesn't worth the happiness, as something worst is happening', right?

Saying all the positive phrase to others are not hard, hardest is to when I'm trying to apply those to myself. But I never stop saying positive phrase to others, because they will always tell me things I use to tell them.

And my task now, is learning to adjust my own mood back, align myself back to the right track, with no rush, take my time, shifting from the wrong to the right, from the right to better, from better to great.

p/s: According to someone, when you are not feeling good, writing out your feeling will help you to feel better, that's exactly where blog seems so useful

Mini-featured

Pretty much a very random and boring post.

Ok, so every time when I finished a post, I'll see if I want to put it in Innit @ nuffnang to generate more reader..  Then after probably hours or days, I will check if my 'nangs' is high or not. But normally it couldn't be any higher, errr...... like 4-5 is consider high for me as I am such an anonymous in the blogsphere.

Ok, so I was checking just now if my previous post had any reader (I know, so annoying rite). And surprisingly, I had been 'mini-featured' 

Haha, Congratz to myself :D

A day with Care Bear at Fremantle

Hihi,

So I went to a mini Fremantle trip today. The thing I like Perth is that, in part of taking it as my 'second home', there's always something I can do like a tourists, extra points today for the awesome weather. As many people had been saying Perth is always boring, laid-back lifestyle, I can ensure you Perth is like a place, where the longer you stay, the more you will be surprised.

Ok, so the day started with brunch at La Porchetta

 Highly recommended if you are travelling Perth with low-budget though

And yes, it was so yummy that could make me stunned :D 

Follow by that, I decided to go to timezone and saw the Care Bare catching Machine. You know, the machine that you thought they will cheat your money away, and so I decided to try my luck, 3 times of 1.20 dollar and here it is, the Happy Care Bear :D 

(My face damn red, like drunk or what)

And then the day preceded with  walking around, honestly, no target, just walk around  Fremantle like a free bird. So I am really sorry with my no description pictures. (mini p/s: Care Bear will be in all my photos)

 Ok, if u are curious about my outfit, I am going to tell where I get everything like a bimbo blogger. 

Top: Aud20 from a random boutique in Claremont, looks really expensive, but only 20dollar, so happy

Jeans: Levi's from Mid Valley, favourite Levi's outlet in M'sia. Around RM230 or what

Grey Singlet: RM40-50 at HangTen

Fake Ugly Chanel-Inspired Bag: Aud20, can pretty much get a better one in any blogshop

Ballet Flat: Discount at around AUD30-40 from Bardot. 

Ok lah, seriously my outfit has nothing special like most other fashionable blogger. 

 So windy and you can see my hair and face so mess up

Super big sub-marine, damn cool

 There was this cute love shape logo behind his butt, so cute

Fremantle is like really historical place with full off story behind every path. Most of my history-lover friends love Fremantle a lot as there are really a lot of things to be explored. I have no idea how to explain how I am fascinated with many things at here, because I am not a history-person, but Fremantle doesn't stop surprising me even I've been staying here for around 3 years. 

There are a lot of sculptures around Fremantle to pay respect to those great mens. I didn't bother to take many pictures of them because I don't really know them well and I didn't want to fake myself to like them by keep taking pictures with them. But I still respect those 'great mens' because they did such a good job on shaping WA. 

But then I saw this really nice sculpture which I felt really connect with. 

 So I posed with them because I also 'left their homeland to brave an unknown future of WA'. Hahah, no lah, WA is not unknown to me, but still 'left my homeland' right ??

Last one, I LOVE PERTH. You probably can't see how awesome is the scenery because I don't own a DSRL(or is that DSLR??), but it was plainly fucking awesome.

p/s: Why is that I never have that photogenic face, why is that I always look worse in photo than my actual face...haiz....